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July 21, 2008 | 1:08 pm

We are travelers on this road of life – all of us. Come pitch your tent next to mine, because I want to learn from you. I want to know how you came to your insights and how Life has shaped you, and what lessons you pass on like precious pearls to others.

Experience is sacred. For it is experience that teaches. Nothing else. It is experience alone that allows us to truly own knowledge. Think about that. Knowledge is academical until we are able to integrate it through experience. Then the path within becomes illuminated – not because you listened to a captivating sermon, or read the charismatic and enchanting words of another. But because “Know Thyself” is the most fundamental of all instructions given to man – and that does not come without incorporating what you think you know through experience.

Eons ago, I declared my need and desire to investigate other religions and discern for myself from whence came their devotion and wisdom. I said I wanted to learn how to meditate. When in front of me sat a clergyman; his mouth, like a dark cave opened in slow motion and echoed hollow words: That is best left alone. Everything from the East is heathen.

I left in haste for I was in the presence of great ignorance. Ignorance is only harmless, if it lacks an agenda. And the agenda was unmistakable.

When I stood outside with the sun on my face, I clearly knew the error of his statement. If we only ever know one thing, and keep investigating the same source, it is the very same thing as lowering your bucket down the well every day and expecting to draw anything but water to the surface.

So I took off and investigated as much as I could. I joined the festivals of many different religions and groups, I read their books and ate their food, and talked to them endlessly. I looked into the eyes of those who held different beliefs, and saw worthy human beings – who like me – were treading the path of life. Some clasped their holy books to their hearts and said that they had found the ultimate answer, others like me, knew the journey had to be internal. I began to understand that the interconnectedness of everything was a golden clue. If we are all one, and if the God spirit was everywhere and thus also within me – then the age old message, found in all the holy scriptures of the world, indeed was sound advice – to Know Thyself.

The better I get to know myself, the better acquainted I become with All that is. It is logical to me that to know God without knowing yourself is a fallacy.

So, you are welcome to pitch your tent next to mine. If at night, you burn incense and hum softly as you read from your Bagavad Gita or Vedic scriptures, I shall inhale the fragrance and admire your devotion, and marvel that we are all simply travelers on the same road. And while we are gathered under the stars, look about you, there will be others about their business, like you and me. Some will be reading the Koran, others cherish the Bible, or the Menassah Ben Isael – but if you’re lucky, you will notice the unassuming tent of the Bushman made of animal skins who lives in the Kalahari Desert in Africa - always pitched a little distance from all the rest. They too reach for God, but they don’t read holy books, or try to convince others of their beliefs. They worship the spirits of their forefathers personified in the elements – Fire, Air, Earth and Water. And their “knowing” might not be as academic as yours and mine – but it has an element of reverence and humility unsurpassed by any. Every expression of devotion is worthy – who are we to judge?

Have you noticed that severe judgment sacrifices humility for fanaticism? And ironically, that is the very first sign of a very puny faith. Fanaticism impresses few, for all who listen to it knows that it lacks any real experience.

The God spirit clothes itself in the fabric woven from our collective experiences. Interconnected as we are, every experience we learn from and integrate, benefits mankind – and adds to All that is.

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Hay bale basics

June 23, 2008 | 9:07 pm

June 24, 2008
This year I’m repeating last year’s experiment: growing tomatoes in hay bales.

Those of you who’ve read the book will recognize this project. For those who haven’t, the idea is that as the hay bale decays, it will feed the plant. It’s a self-contained compost parcel. All you have to do is water. Last year I inserted drip cones into the bales so water went directly to the roots rather than ran off the top of the tightly packed surface. It worked so well, I repeated the setup this year.

Last year, I planted two tomatoes, two zucchinis, and two peppers in three haybales, and got one humongous zucchini plant and one extravagant tomato plant, both of which bore lots of fruit. The zucchini did well right away, but the tomato took a while to settle before taking off. The other plants languished. The hay bales were only half rotted when I tore down the garden in the fall.

This year, I planted just two tomatoes, each in its own bale. They’ve been struggling since day one; now are noticeably yellow, suggesting malnutrition, though they have grown several inches and produced flowers.

It’s a head-scratcher. What’s so different between last year and this?

First, I got the hay bales from different people. I don’t know what kind of hay it was/is, but this year’s bales are looser, seemingly fresher. So perhaps last year’s had started decarying before I got them.

Second, hay bales are actually compressed stacks of sheaves, giving a directional component. Last year, I had to carve holes against the grain to insert my plants; this year, I went with the grain, so the sheaves separated without a fight. This probably changes water retention, and creates a different challenge for the plants’ root systems.

Third, we haven’t had as much rain this year, and last year’s bales sat out in it, plant-less, for several soggy weeks. Another reason to suspect better-rotted bales to start.

This year, not sure what to do about my struggling tomatoes, I worked some pelletized plant food into the bale at the base of the plants then lightly mulched the area. Tomorrow I’ll probably cut off the lower, most severely yellowed leaves. Then I’ll wait. Not much choice, for there’s no book out there devoted to hay bale gardening, nor an experienced guru in the neighborhood. The Internet contains lots of information, but I found it contradictory when I researched the subject in the first place, so tuned it out.

The problem seems obvious: The hay isn’t rotting fast enough to feed the plants adequately. Next year I’ll try to get the bales earlier, or else give the plants a better start by making a bigger hole in the bale and jamming it with soil and compost so the plants have something to draw from during the early phase. Or take some of that Internet advice and soak it with a hose first.

All this negates the original appeal of the system, which was elegant simplicity. I might as well put the plants in a regular garden if the hay bales are just going to serve as large, messy containers!

I’ll let you know how it comes out at the end of the summer.

Carolyn Haley
Author: Open Your Heart with Gardens

Posted by: Opening the heart, Learning something new, Difficulty, gardens, gardening, yard, plants, cultivation — Carolyn Haley | Comments (2)


What Is Wrong With This Country?

May 28, 2008 | 8:02 am

No, this isn’t going to be a political diatribe. Not really. Well, almost not.

But I’m struck as I’m out promoting Open Your Heart with Reading by the inability of many well-meaning people to understand how destructive it is to live in a country with 90 million functionally illiterate adults. That’s the kind of statistic one expects to see in third-world countries. That’s the kind of statistic one never expects to see at “home.”

And yet it’s true.

Emma Goldman, one of my favorite rabble-rousers, said, “The most violent element in society is ignorance.” It makes for a clever bumper sticker, but it also reflects a clarity of thought we’d do well to consider and even emulate.

No, I can’t be light-hearted about this. Because it’s my fault. It’s my fault, and it’s your fault: it’s the fault of anyone who can read these words that we’ve allowed this kind of situation to develop. Why aren’t we clamoring for better education? Why aren’t we out on the streets, claiming that a basic education — the minimum amount of eduction required to navigate through life in a first-world country — is not accessible to all and required of all? Why aren’t we more appalled? 90 million people in this country cannot read what I am writing here. More importantly, 90 million people can’t read voter registration cards or warning labels or lease agreements. They can’t supervise their children’s schoolwork. They can’t function in an environment that many of us take completely for granted.

And the fact that we’re not appalled is itself appalling.

Other countries take it more seriously. Today’s Shelf Awareness carried this tidbit of information: “I think that each book has its own soul; they know how much I love them,” bookseller Phan Trac Canh told Viet Nam News, adding that during his student years, his book obsession was a challenge. “I skipped breakfast so I could use the money to buy books. I sometimes even rummaged through rubbish bins looking for books.”

If many people in this country did that, they wouldn’t be able to read what they found there.

So I’m not going to be bright and chipper in today’s blog. I’m not going to say that all we have to do is open our hearts and everything will be wonderful. Part of opening our hearts is opening them to others, to take responsibility for ourselves and our communities, and to make sure that everyone has the opportunity to open their hearts as well.

No one can do it for you. Consider contributing to or volunteering with a literacy group today: 90 million people are waiting for you.

-Jeannette Cézanne
Open Your Heart with Reading

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Opening Your Heart to New Things

January 23, 2008 | 9:10 am

That’s what I’ve been thinking about lately. I was given an iTunes gift card for Christmas (thank you, pre Noel!) and wondered what, in my vast shopping cart, I’d choose to buy. I spend a fair amount of time in my car, traveling either to Connecticut for a site visit to a client or to Provincetown for my own times of feeding my soul, and so the tunes I put on my iPod are carefully chosen.

I like to howl along as I drive, you see.

But this time I hesitated. I looked in my journal where I’d written a few musicians’ names with question marks beside them. I remembered the NPR story about another artist I’d heard recently. And so, after thinking abou adding these new voices to my world, I listened to the scraps iTunes allows, and I spent my gift card.

Last night I drove down to Provincetown and listened to all my New Music. And the experience proved to be both challenging and exhilarating: not knowing what was next on the playlist. Okay, so for most people that is probably not a big deal; but there’s more than a little obsessive-compulsive disorder in me, and it was a stretch.

And maybe that’s the best word to use for that sort of thing: stretch. I’m seeing a physical therapist for headaches, and he is working with me to stretch my neck, to improve my range of motion. Very uncomfortable indeed, but my muscles — like my musical repertoire — could do with a little stretching.

What would be a stretch for you today? Can you challenge yourself in one small thing, step outside of your comfort zone, try something new or different? The stretch isn’t comfortable, but most of the good things in life aren’t.

So that’s my challenge to you this week: find a place where you can stretch your boundaries, your assumptions, your comfort zone. And tell me how it goes!

– Jeannette Czanne
http://www.JeannetteCezanne.com

Posted by: Something completely different, Opening the heart, Learning something new, Difficulty — jcezanne | Comments (0)


Opening The Heart — Even When You Don’t Want To

January 17, 2008 | 12:24 pm

The post-primary season here in New Hampshire has a little of the post-holiday feel to it … a little exhausted, a little deflated, a little anti-climactic. It’s the first time I’ve actually worked a primary for a candidate, and perhaps the fact that my candidate didn’t do well has something to do with my own feeling of letdown. I’ve been discouraged, it’s safe to say, for over a week now.

And then something extraordinary happened.

Two climbers were lost in blizzard conditions on Mount Hood a day or so ago. They created a snow-cave and survived the night, and were in cell phone contact with would-be rescuers; but they could not give their location, as they’d gotten lost the night before. But, amazingly, they came across a geocache … And every geocache includes a note with its GPS coordinates.

At a time when geocaching started to seem trivial to me (next to what I was seeing as a life-and-death political struggle), I read this account of it saving lives, and felt my heart opening all over again. There is good to be found everywhere, and those of us who pursue the hobby should be proud to be part of it.

In a couple of weeks I’ll be giving a talk for beginning geocachers at the Manchester City Library, and I know that the enthusiasm I’ve felt waning lately will be right there again.

And in the meantime, a very nice review of Open Your Heart with Geocaching has been picked up on the wires and is also, it has to be said, making me smile.

Maybe when you don’t want to open your heart, you should pause for a moment … because that may be the best time of all to do it!

– Jeannette Czanne
http://www.JeannetteCezanne.com

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A Strange and Wonderful Gift

December 26, 2007 | 7:04 pm

My family celebrates Christmas, and this year I received a special gift from my mother-in-law: a piece of polished amber that had belonged to her mother-in-law, my husband’s grandmother. She had brought it to America with her from Poland, and when she died my mother-in-law inherited it.

The circumstances of her arrival from Poland bear commenting on. The family was poor and a decision had been taken to send my husband’s grandmother, then thirteen, to live with extended family in Philadelphia (one gathers that the reason was less her potential to prosper in the new world and more the fact of thus having one less mouth to feed, though the specifics remain murky). So there was a family trip to a seaport, at which time and not before — the thirteen-year-old was told that she was in fact getting on the ship in the harbor and leaving everything and everyone she had known … forever.

I try to imagine that girl, the fear, the rebellion, the horror that she must have experienced upon hearing that news. And then there was this piece of amber. Had she already been carrying it around in her pocket? Or was it pressed upon her by anxious parents as a good-luck talisman? Either way, it was one of very few articles she was able to bring with her from “home,” and even though she lived in the United States for another seventy years, I cannot help but imagine her touching that amber and touching the memory, the last time she saw her parents, the last time she saw her homeland.

And now it is mine.

I keep touching it, too: it draws one in, like a Arab worry-stone, like my own rosary beads: a physical grounding in something that transcends physicality. I feel connected to that girl on that long-ago dock, I feel the amber in her pocket, her fingers wearing it down, and my own fingers slide over it with wonder.

It reminds me of the millions of stories we all have, the stories of our forebears, the stories that help to make us who we are. And as the new year begins, it’s not a bad thing to look back on, to rehearse the oral histories that have come down to us, to remind ourselves of who we are. Stepping into the future through the past, and possibly — just possibly — learning a thing or two along the way.

And a very, very happy 2008 to all!

– Jeannette Czanne
http://www.JeannetteCezanne.com

Posted by: Opening the heart, Difficulty, Overcoming difficulty, Overcoming obstacles — jcezanne | Comments (0)


Don’t Forget Your Favorites!

November 7, 2007 | 8:50 am

I’m living in Provincetown, Massachusetts, this month: right on the tip of Cape Cod, and sometimes it feels like the tip of the world. I’m here to write, because it’s in this artists’ colony that I feel my most alive, my most creative. And what better place to write a novel about a young woman who finds herself living in the dunes for a few months?

The books that I brought with me map out my required knowledge base: World War II Day by Day (the novel takes place in 1942), The Best War Ever, Beston’s Outermost House, Art in Narrow Streets.

And then, last Saturday, what had started out in the Carribbean as Hurricane Noel and “transitioned,” to use the Weather Service parlance, into a powerful nor’easter, hit the Cape. And while I was safe in my third-floor eyrie overlooking the harbor, we did lose power for a time, and there were some very frightening moments.

And in those hours of rain hammering on the roof and wind lashing at the windows, I didn’t want to read about Cape Cod birds. I didn’t want to read about World War Two.

I wanted familiar words, soothing words, the words of an old friend. And in my efforts to be oh-so-focused on my own writing, I found that I had brought none. None of my favorite authors was there to sit with me through the stormy hours, to hold my hand, to encourage me, to allow me to lose myself in their words and slip into their reality and as I say in my book — fly away.

It’s a cautionary tale, people. On Sunday I trotted across the street to the library to remedy the situation; but I of all people should have known. Even traveling, even when you live in many different places, as I do, choose your companions and allow them space, always, to be with you. You won’t regret it.

– Jeannette Czanne
http://www.JeannetteCezanne.com

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